So i guess everyone's reflecting or pondering or making resolution lists around this time of year. I'm pretty bad at sticking to resolutions and don't usually make lists. But I have been reflecting though.
A friend said I seemed happy even though my heart was recently broken and I had to agree...it seems strange. Normally I am in an awful mess after a break-up, I cannot eat, cry a lot and love to mope.
But this time around I am smiling, feeling happy, keeping busy with friends and actually feel content. Yeah, there are times when I miss my ex and think of him and the future we could have had but I try not to dwell on those moments and focus on God instead.
I remind myself that I am in a good place (no more limbo life) and that God has brought me to this point in my life. So what is there to fear, when I have him by my side? And as a Christian, I know he has a plan for me...so I'm taking a leap of faith. Why worry when I have food, a job, a roof over my head, money in the bank, a car and friends...I am so fortunate and blessed.
And while I may not have the husband or family that I dream of, I am happy and I am right where I am meant to be.
Here's to a future filled with love, happiness and peace...that's all I want for 2012.